Monthly Archives: June 2014


Hey everyone, I haven’t forgotten you. Just been having issues with my laptop still and although the W8 phone app is awesome, it’a very basic and editing a post is a pain in the ass.  Currently sat on my kindle.  Thank fuck for bluetooth key boards!!!

So an update on me after the page break and if you don’t want to read about my lady issues then I don’t recommend this blog for you!! The lady issues part is in italics so you can just skip over that to the other stuff 🙂

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Medicate me!!!

Just a quick blog before i go to bed.

i saw a pain doctor on Wednesday and he was very nice. He put my pain meds up from 350mg a day to 600mg a day.

fine. Except today (Friday the 13th!) i had a terrible episode. Dizzy, disorientated, confused, couldn’t walk and i was hallucinating. My world looked like the painting “the persistence of memory” by Salvador Dali. Not even joking. Everything was melting, the walls were bulging in, the floor was in waves and mu damned phone looked as though it was folding in half…. Yeah had a fab day. O___o

on the up side to everything i have a new photoshoot Monday. Pain clinic Tuesday and then in meeting Jamie for a date 🙂 i cant wait.

for now, g’night.

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Ok lets try this again…. First time i posted this (or tried too) the app crashed. Hmph.

ok so…. I really hope this post doesn’t jinx anything. Thanks to my friend Amanda (cant wait to meet you) i am going to Vegas. Not only do i get to meet ~her in Vegas. I’m gonna see and meet 30 seconds to mars. I cried with joy. And i cannot put into words how much this means to me and i cannot thank you enough. Amanda i probably will glomp you! Stand ready! I’m giving up smoking so i can save money and pay back flight costs etc. Totally worth it. I don’t care if i have to pay back on a weekly basis y’know?! I AM EXCITE!

fibro has been….. Meeeeh. its been six of one and half a dozen of the other. If i don’t take my meds i hurt, if i do take my meds i get terrible dizzy spells and hallucinations. I guess at least i can get out of bed… When i find the floor and stop seeing the water wash over it…..

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Dream On

Wow so, now i can blog from my phone!! Perfect!!!

so last night/this morning, i had a confusing dream. it involved Zombies. I’ll try and type up what i remember in order.

i was fighting zombies with a group of people and i helped save a boy by checking his eyes and getting him through a door before barring it. We were now in a garden center and looking around to secure it. As we were sat making a fire, the boy took off his shoes and winced. I looked down and gasped seeing only four toes on each foot. He explained it was “neccesary” so he could run faster and proceeded to show us how and why.

as we walked around the center we came across a train that still worked. We all hauled ass and got on it, setting off.

we had been travelling a while when we discovered we were not alone and we were going through gateways into a compound. We slowed and without stopping a man said “that boy has man cancer and must be removed for you to pass”. The boy (who i saved) looks at me and nods, giving himself up so we could pass. A man grabs the boy and wraps him in clingfilm before carrying him off.

the train continues and we are on a rollercoaster track. We end up flying off the track but landing on another piece of track and coming to a stop.

we get off the train and i shoot a zombie nine times before they die and then get told that I’m under arrest for killing a pet….

i blink and open my eyes finding myself in a bedroom. I look out the window and see a Jason Vorhees Zombie. I wake up when my phone rings.


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