Monthly Archives: August 2015

Garnier Olia “internse red” review

Was quite excited to try this out bit I’m really annoyed at the outcome.

It went on bright red:


And this gave me high hopes. But the pretty smell and bright dye colour is a let down….. Baring in mind this came highly recommended and went on over bleached hair and bright pink sections.

The outcome is a dark rusty Brown….. There’s nothing intense or red about it!


I’m very disappointed by this to be honest and the price of over £5 isn’t exactly cheap. I was expecting so much more.

well fuck

you know when you’re told something but it isnt until you actually say it out loud yourself that it takes full effect?

i had a moment like that today and some very hard realities hit home.

1) my anti depressants arent working.  not properly anyway.  problem is before i can be put on anything else, i have to be weened off of these (i take three different happy pills), but i have to be off of ALL three of them before i can start new ones.  i know for a fact that once i start coming off them….my world will turn upside down and i will be the hardest person to live with…. not only this but i know i’ll be self harming and suicidal once again.  i know that my family and true friends will stick by me but….. im terrified if im not stable….i’ll lose my girlfriend….because if i can’t deal with me off my meds….who will?

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Shelby + Medical Update


Hello world. Meet Shelby; she is the newest member of our family.  She will be 4 on August 20th this year and is a Jack Russell crossed with Welsh Corgi (we think) and we rehomed her last Sunday 10th (?) of August from Woodgreen in Godmanchester (England of course).

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Go check out my BFF

my BFF Irene has started a WordPress blog and I would really appreciate it if you head on over and check her out.

Irene is an inspiration. She has Neurofibromatosis and through all her operations, medications and pain she stays upbeat and positive. She is always there for me and has been since we were 14 years old after meeting online. 

No matter what, Irene helps keep me positive and makes me smile.  Go and check her out, thank you.


Holiday + Update

I’ll start with my amazing holiday in Norway from 21st to 28th of July. I had some an awesome time, I don’t think I can accurately put it all into words.

Arrived 10.30pm (Norway time) on 21st so I pretty much went back to my BFF’s house and crashed. Had an early morning wake up call on 22nd at 4.30am (after being in bed about three hours) by my BFF’s daughter (who I shall refer to as munchkin for reasons you don’t need to know about) who wanted to play and talk and watch tv.

Read on for more….

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