Been a hot minute since I last blogged and while I have a lot of time I thought…. Why not?
I’ve been away for a week to see my girlfriend and I had an awesome time as always. Also had a lot to reflect on as I head for my 30th birthday.
I’m not where I want to be in life. However….. I don’t think this is where I will stay. Alan Rickman (RIP) didn’t start his acting career until he was 28. I KNOW what I want to be and as long as I can find the right combination of drugs I’m sure I can do it. In fact I know I will.
I want to be a body piercer. Maybe with enough time and training a body modification artist. It all fascinates me beyond explanation…. What we can do and change and why….. I love hearing people talk about their mods and why they got them and how they helped them become themselves more?
Sorry if that doesn’t make much sense, words and brain aren’t working properly right now.
I’m currently in bed, coughing up my lungs. I have bronchitis and mild pleurasy (sp?) Which is playing havoc with my asthma. Good thing is I’ve cut waaaay down on my smoking. Maybe 4-6 a day…. From 20-25 a day. I’m praying this is how I stop. To be honest I’m just happy I’ve cut down.
Mum is in hospital next week for a day, she’s having some explorative surgery under a full anaesthetic (due to what is being done and where). We find out from that what damage the bastard has done from the years of sexual abuse.
To be honest it just makes me hate him more and I didn’t think that was possible.
While I was away I took a visit to the Disney Store aaaaaand I now have a BB8 droid toy. I think it’s definitely a girl and she’s dippy. She’s sound activated and she tends to not know where to go LOL.
Today I introduced Shelby to BB8. Reaction is currently uploading to YouTube and I personally think it was adorable.
Shelby missed me lots while I was away and stopped eating so I had to come home a day early. She seems to be back to her normal self now which is great. I missed the fuzz butt.