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You’re a Miracle

This is just in case you need it… Whenever you need it…

If you ever think this;

No…. Because I’m meant to be here… Just like you are.

I know we all go through existential crisis on a regular basis. I know we want the planet to stop so we can get the fuck off because just WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?!

A Cheeto reject with a bad patch of camel hair on his head who couldn’t run a business without going bankrupt and ran away from serving in the forces for some ridiculous bullshit reason is president of the USA and thinks healthcare is only a privilege for the rich not a basic right for everyone. Is more worried about sorting people into which bathroom to use by what’s between their legs than stopping children who just want an education from being shot while reading their study books.

The UK is being run by morons who seem to think cutting everyone’s money while raising their own is the way to go (yeah, good one..) while systematically making sure getting the health care and emergency services we need is harder than ever before. Blames the disabled and decrepit for being lazy and not working harder… Or working at all but barely pulls a five hour day themselves and even that is behind a desk. Would happily spend £400 pp on breakfast or lunch but chastises those on a low income for treating themselves to a fucking Starbucks coffee….

And that’s just two countries on this blue marble floating in the infinite.

…. But I also know just how many of these reblogs (on original tumblr post) won’t be ironic, won’t be for laughs, won’t just be a “lol me” or “same”… They’ll be genuine; they’ll be people wishing they weren’t here and never existed because they believe life would be better without them.

I’M GLAD YOU EXIST.

You are here for a reason and it’s totally 100% okay to not know what that reason is. Just trust that the universe needs you to be here right now… The universe wanted you to be created and that’s why you’re here.

The universe believes in you! I promise!

I believe in you.

I know I’m just some random person on the internet and this all means jack shit to you; but I still believe in you and I always will.

You deserve to be believed in!

You’re amazing!! You’re not perfect and that’s fine because nobody is. You’re YOU and that’s enough… Nobody else could ever be you – how amazing is that?! Nobody can ever replace you either.

Nobody could ever take your place in the universe, on the planet, in this life, right now, ever…Because its shape fits only you. If you weren’t here and never existed there would be a weird blank spot. The universe would keep trying until it helped create you.

Life isn’t easy and it’s not fair and that fucking sucks!! But the fact that you’re here right now, on this planet in this universe at this time is a fucking miracle! Do you know the odds of a sperm and ovum making YOU? Fucking billions-to-one!

I don’t know if you believe in miracles…. So just go look in the mirror cuz there’s your amazing face…

Believe in miracles and you believe in yourself!!

Things will fall into place. Honest.

Not Disabled Enough…?

I haven’t actually written about my disabilities and how they impact my day to day life for a while.  This isn’t because they haven’t been affecting me, but simply because when I’ve passed comments I’ve found that certain areas of the disabled community (and society…. I’ll get there) seem to think it’s a competition of some sort and that some people just aren’t “disabled enough”;  for what exactly I’m not 100% sure.

What I am sure about is that just because I don’t “look disabled” doesn’t mean my disability can be written off or ignored & invalidated and when I say the words “I am disabled”, I shouldn’t have to prove it to anyone.

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My Top 5… [[Part 4]]

…Fave Pop Songs!

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5

Everyone has those guilty pleasures; whether you bop to Westlife, Backstreet Boys or Take That.  We have those songs that still make us smile, we still know the routines to and we still know all the lyrics.  They may remind us of a fun summer, a snowy winter or a great friendship…. but we all have them.  I’d love to know your guilty pleasures in the comments section.

As always – none of these are in any specific order.

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My Top 5… [[Part 3]]

…. Favourite Rock Songs

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5

I’ve been brought up with quite eclectic tastes in music; however it’s always been the heavier side of things that I gravitate towards.  At the age of five I sang along word for word to Sabbath Bloody Sabbath – much to the amusement of my mother and disgrace of my grandmother.

So…. on wards!

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Conditioned to Accept Predatory Behaviour?

Now I know for an absolute fact, there are people out there who will read this and laugh, maybe tell me I’m taking things “too seriously” or I’m “looking into things too much” – That’s fine; fun fact is I like to read between the lines and outside the box and a small clip that showed up on my twitter TL, smacked me in the face with a very real thought – it’s specifically about one particular cartoon.  Yes you read that right, cartoon.

Curious?  then read on!

TW: Sexual Harassment/Abuse

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how PokemonGo is helping me battle depression.

OK so imma add in a little background info about just why im so excited about PokemonGo.

If you’re new to my blog – I have depression, borderline personality, bipolar and depression.


when pokemon first came out, we didn’t have the money for the handheld or the games.  they were just far too expensive, so while everyone was playing the card game or the Gameboy, I had a sega mega drive (which I absolutely loved, it was my first gaming console).

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TMI – FMS things no-one talks about

I’ve actually been wanting to do this blog for a while and I’ve never really been able to put into words what it’s like.

After today I think I have the descriptions down. And yes….. this will get VERY VERY TMI.

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GO FUND ME… (divorce help)

There comes a point when you have no choice but to ask for help.

Today my mum received a letter from Michael Michael’s solicitor (lawyer for my non UK friends and readers) – who happens to also be his own dad’s solicitor…. probably being paid for by him too – in it, the solicitor states Michael will openly admit to his adultery and will agree to a divorce.  However, he cannot start proceedings.  He has no grounds to divorce my mum, which means mum has to divorce him.

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5 sex related Truths – Questions by Dainty Alice

So earlier this evening I took part in Dainty Alice’s “Misfit Bloggers” truth or dare Q&A on Twitter.  It was a good giggle and it was actually very refreshing to see sex being talked about so openly and honestly.  With kind permission of Alice, I’m gonna repost the questions with my answers…. Only not restricted to 140 characters.  Prepare for a little “TMI Time”.

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Testing my Patience (Gran issues)

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If a friend pisses you off or treats you like shit and you cut them off or put them in their place (when needed), nobody bats an eye at you…..

But as soon as you do it to a family member everyone loses their god damned fucking minds.

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