It’s been a while since I actually did a proper blog and I thought I would take the time to do so.
I did do a full proper vlog and it was just shy of an hour long. A lot of it was rambling but I talked about voices (in my head) and depression and such and when I went to piece it all together (I did it in three parts) it got corrupted and decided to completely fuck up. So I will try my best to remember everything I had put in to it and write it here 😀
Can’t promise though. I am currently coughing up my seventh or eighth lung, my head is spinning and can’t even remember if I’ve taken my meds today so I darent take them now, in case I have already taken them. I’ve been like this for a week but I’ve been trying so hard to just carry on and now, finally, it’s kinda hitting me hard.
So…. where to start? Well I no longer have brightly coloured hair – it’s now back to brunette. Actually feel quite comfortable with it, which is weird in itself.
Went on a bit of a shopping spree this past week, got myself some stuff from primark (I love that place) though I do have a small issue. Their clothes sizes (I’m talking about womens) go up to an 18-20, yay! However their biggest bra is a 38DD (I’m an F cup now), and their awesome batman, superman, spongebob, marvel….actually all their knickers, thongs and girl shorts only go up to a 14-16. WTF Primark? Women do come in bigger sizes than that (as evidenced by your 18-20 clothing) and by gods we like to wear batman panties too…..with matching bra!
And on the subject of bras…. since why are they so fucking expensive? I got a gorge new bra (and matching knickers) from ann summers, mainly because a) I needed to be fitted and b) they had a sale on…. £12 for matching bra/knicker set. Yes yes yes, I had to go on ebay to find another couple of bras because no matter where I went they were ridic expensive. The smaller ones (from training bras to about a C/D cup) were quite reasonably priced, then you get the DD, E, F….and suddenly they’re £35 each!!! WHAT THE FUCK? I’m 90% sure someone would pay me £35 to walk around holding my breasts and by gods they would be happy to do so.
Anyway… for the first time in a while, I have NOTHING planned for the coming week which is fantastic and I am gonna chill, play xbox and sleep a lot.
Think I’m gonna go watch youtube now….. my brain isn’t letting me have information to type. Bad brain. Very bad brain.