Yes… That is a Simpsons Movie reference – because it felt right!
You ever have those moments where you read something and go through a thought process and –BAM– shit hits you like a truck?
Yeah, well I just had one of those moments at 2am while scrolling tumblr because I still can’t sleep at night (that is a WHOLE OTHER BLOG for the future. Not now.)
Continue reading An Epiphatree! (I forgive you, you’re still a bastard though.)
There comes a point when you have no choice but to ask for help.
Today my mum received a letter from Michael Michael’s solicitor (lawyer for my non UK friends and readers) – who happens to also be his own dad’s solicitor…. probably being paid for by him too – in it, the solicitor states Michael will openly admit to his adultery and will agree to a divorce. However, he cannot start proceedings. He has no grounds to divorce my mum, which means mum has to divorce him.
Continue reading GO FUND ME… (divorce help)
I’m slightly drunk, I’m tearful and I have thousands of thoughts running through my head…. It’s 01.36 on Jan 1st and the only way I’m gonna sleep is to blog and get it out of my head (or at least just a few thoughts…)
It may be a new year but is it really a whole new start…. At least yet? How can it be a new start when we’re still being bombarded from all sides with enough shit (figuratively) to keep a field nicely covered?
On Wednesday we found out my Gran has lung cancer. She’s 80 and smokes 30-40 a day, she has no intention of stopping as she says “the damage is done.” I can see her point but considering she’s not having chemo, only radiotherapy which is less invasive, stopping her habbit would at least prolong her time on this earth and would definitely help with her current 40% lung capacity and 72% blood oxygen level (I believe normal levels are between 93-97%).
Continue reading New year, New start…. But is it?
TW; rape, abuse, sexual abuse.
All this is going behind a cut as I don’t want to cause undue damage and trigger someone else.
Everything in here is posted with kind permission from my mum.
Continue reading Even in Marriage
I use this teeny simply because it physically describes not only Michael, but his brother Simon also.
We found out today that Michael has got himself a new motorbike. It’s been seen outside his new house; two seater with sissy bar.
Continue reading Spineless Jellyfish
If you don’t know what painsomnia is its when you’re in so much pain you can’t sleep.
My meds didn’t do anything for me last night and I have no clue why…..well I do and I don’t.
Continue reading Painsomnia is a bitch
I wrote this last night…. About midnight while having a breakdown.
I just told my mum that I may have to go to see my gf because of timing/money/previous plans/ease….
Continue reading TW for anxiety/depression/self harm
an awful lot has been happening over the last 7 days and it’s probably best to start from the beginning.
(life and medical update – this is a LONG one!)
A week ago yesterday (30th August) the person whom i have called my father for my entire life admitted (when faced with evidence) that he had in fact been conducting an affair with a woman who was supposed to be my mum’s best friend, for the last TWO YEARS.
I refuse to change any names so i will use their real names cuz they aren’t innocent and so fuck that; i’m not protecting them.
Continue reading strong language contained in this blog