Dear Mr. M. Lucas,
This is long overdue and has been playing on my mind a lot recently. I made similar posts on former blogs before now, hoping you'd see them… and now I hope you haven't because I distinctly remember trying to justify myself.
There is no justification for the disgraceful and heartless "joke" I reposted on Twitter many years ago about yourself and your late husband.
For the longest time I would shrug it off by saying I didn't ever think you would see it, didn't know it was the real you replying and some other ridiculous excuses to make myself feel better.
The truth is none of that matters or makes it better and I should never have posted it in the first place. I was cocky, idiotic and cold hearted…. please know, I am no longer that person. I now take issues such as depression, self harm and suicide very seriously and know they are never a joke and shouldn't ever be any form of entertainment. I should have known back then and obviously I didn't.
I made an insurmountable mistake and royally fucked up and I cannot begin to imagine the hurt seeing that tweet caused you. With everything within me, I apologise unreservedly.
I hope you do see this and please know, that this mistake has not & will not be repeated. Ever.
I'm not looking for forgiveness; only for you to know that I want to be as far away as possible from the person I was back then. I have grown and matured through experiences I wouldn't ever wish on anyone, and I am ashamed of myself for what I posted.
I am so very sorry.
Miss K.P. Hall. (Twitter: @KatVonHall )
Note: I can't remember the Twitter name I was using back then. I do know I deleted the account when I started a new one.
I want to preface this with a content warning and place it all under a cut as it does deal with weight loss and as someone who still fights an eating disorder – I understand. So PLEASE, if you feel this post will trigger you in ANY way, don’t read on. I totally get it and understand.
Recovery is always possible and attainable.
Continue reading Weight Loss & Body Positivity
I meant to do this much sooner than I have; however I wanted to get it all written out, or at least my thoughts written down so I knew where I was gonna go with this.
I figured the best way was to just go point by point of a tumblr post (surprise surprise), that meant well but is actually quite problematic for many.
So here is the post….
And after the jump we’ll go through it together.
- I also wish to note that this whole post refers to penis-in-vagina intercourse.
Continue reading The First Time… #SexBlog
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So I had to take deep breaths after seeing a recent meme on Facebook. By now I’m pretty sure most people (unless you’re very lucky) have seen the meme with a guy throwing a hot dog (or about too) through an open door, pasted over a woman with her legs spread… (I’ll put it after the cut….)
Note; for the sake of this blog when I say “Women” I am referring to women born genetically female with a vagina.
Continue reading That’s NOT how a Vagina works…
There comes a point when you have no choice but to ask for help.
Today my mum received a letter from Michael Michael’s solicitor (lawyer for my non UK friends and readers) – who happens to also be his own dad’s solicitor…. probably being paid for by him too – in it, the solicitor states Michael will openly admit to his adultery and will agree to a divorce. However, he cannot start proceedings. He has no grounds to divorce my mum, which means mum has to divorce him.
Continue reading GO FUND ME… (divorce help)
So earlier this evening I took part in Dainty Alice’s “Misfit Bloggers” truth or dare Q&A on Twitter. It was a good giggle and it was actually very refreshing to see sex being talked about so openly and honestly. With kind permission of Alice, I’m gonna repost the questions with my answers…. Only not restricted to 140 characters. Prepare for a little “TMI Time”.
Continue reading 5 sex related Truths – Questions by Dainty Alice
Ok so its taken me quite a while to jump on the coconut train but now I have… I don’t think my life will ever be the same.
I think it could, in the long run, stop world wars…. Ok maybe not ….
Read on if you like, just know that its gonna get into sex stuff.
Continue reading Coconut Oil + Sex