This is a topic I don’t talk about lightly; especially when it involves a band that I have held in high esteem, up on a pedestal above everyone else and have defended to the hilt every single time needed.
I’ll still defend them against the b.s. I’ll still buy the music. But this will possibly be the last time I see them live unless many things change…. The main one being monetary.
Continue reading When Music is about Money
I will preface this with a CW.
There’s a lot of pent-up anger directed at two family members in this post.
Like… A lot; bordering on rage.
So the entire thing will go behind a cut.
Continue reading Blood Means Nothing
an awful lot has been happening over the last 7 days and it’s probably best to start from the beginning.
(life and medical update – this is a LONG one!)
A week ago yesterday (30th August) the person whom i have called my father for my entire life admitted (when faced with evidence) that he had in fact been conducting an affair with a woman who was supposed to be my mum’s best friend, for the last TWO YEARS.
I refuse to change any names so i will use their real names cuz they aren’t innocent and so fuck that; i’m not protecting them.
Continue reading strong language contained in this blog
I’ve been doing some research and sadly the NHS will not supply me with a walking frame that’s fit for purpose. They’ll only help me with one that is for indoor use only which is no freaking help for me.
They also want their crutches back, which is sort of fine because they’re two or so inches too short and im usually twisted off to one side using them.
So…. I made a GoFundMe page so I can raise some cash to get myself a decent walking frame that’s gonna last and a set of custom crutches that are long enough for my height.
It’s amazing how the NHS are all about helping until you desperately need that help, then suddenly you’re too you and they have no money. Though they were happy to supply me with a fucking wheelchair. No. I want to keep my independence as long as I can.
So here’s the important bit. I’m aiming to raise £200, it’s enough for me to get what I need. I don’t want to be greedy.
The link is http://www.gofundme.com/kazmobilitymission if you cant give that’s fine, all I ask is for you to share my story by sharing the link.
For the newcomers to my blog; I am 29 in March and have a chronic pain condition called fibromyalgia. I also have arthritis. Due to both these illnesses I’m stuck in the house without walking aids and I want to be able to get out and about. I like my independence very much.
The NHS claim I am too young to get the mobility help I need so I have to buy it all myself. My parents are doing the best they can but we just can’t afford to get what I need.
I really hate having to ask for help from people I don’t even know irl but right now, I have no choice. Without my crutches I’m stuck and they aren’t very stable if my head spins and I feel faint so for long haul I need my frame. The one I’m looking at folds up, has four wheels, a seat that lifts to reveal a storage compartment and has brakes too. I’ll try and insert a pic but I’m doing this from my phone so it may not work haha.
I really appreciate whatever help you guys can give me. I’m gonna do a vlog later today to hit my YouTube followers.
Again the link is http://www.gofundme.com/kazmobilitymission
I went to the bank today to talk about an overdraft. Long story short it was turned down because I’ve already been overdrawn on a basic bank account.
As it stands, my “business” is doing shit and I have no way of getting a “normal” 9-5 because of my fibromyalgia making that impossible…. i’d drop everything, if I could even lift it in the first place…. I couldn’t be on my feet all day, or my ass, I can’t do office work because a) id be sat down b) i’d be sat staring at a screen all day (HELLOOOO SIEZURES) and c) I’m dyslexic! I’ve already been told I can’t do computer work or till work. I absolutely HATE talking to people so customer service iS A NO GO!!
I am out of options.
Continue reading I am so fkn done