I’ve done a similar blog about this earlier this year however it keeps coming around so I feel I need to make this point…. Again.
Note: I’m not censoring names. Fuck y’all.
I’ve also had a large section of this saved in my drafts for a good two weeks.
Continue reading Body Posi VS Fat Posi
It’s been a while since I did a dream post…. Let’s see if anyone can interpret this clusterfuck?
I start out on a local street and walking into a room with a husky puppy and two coffins. I look at them, kick them then head back outside to a door of a house.
I open it up and head inside the house, finding I’m in a science lab/hospital but it has an airport check in area.
I walk over to the check in area and find two people using Harry Potter’s invisibility cloak…. Someone walks into them and they all three explode.
I wake up as I head to the check in desk to check into the hospital.
….ok go. Interpret that.
so early last week i got a letter from my GP telling me i NEEDED to make an appointment to see her. i did so and got in today.
im luckily seeing and endocrinologist on august 10th. just as well because my oestrogen level is low (not so low its really an issue however its low enough to cause concern and throw up a red flag.
another red flag is my prolactin level is apparently sky high and right now we’re hoping it’s related to my meds so one of them has been changed. i had no clue wtf prolactin was so i googled it and google is NOT my friend. i’m praying its medication related because i am terrified of the alternative. my anxiety is peaking right now and i’m on the verge of tears because of how scared i am.
i dont want to hear those words.
I had such a weird dream last night.
I went to a @30secondstomars gig and the guys were talking to fans outside. Shannon was dressed up in a tiger mascot outfit and I scratched under his chin.
We all went in and the gig started with the support act but an electrical fire broke out and we all had to leave quickly. I wandered outside and saw Shannon who had no clue what was going on and was still dressed in a tiger mascot outfit. another fan kept trying to hug him but he was having none of it at all so she moved him so his back was to the rest of us. I woke up when I punched her.
I’ve been having so ma y weird ass dreams. If anyone has ANY CLUE what these mean. Please let me know.
Continue reading Dream
Ok so once more I apologise for not updating recently myself and my parents haven’t been well and we’re still recovering.
So last week I saw the doctor and we talked about snap, crackle and pop.
Continue reading An update
So I may have said some bad things about Kath in the past, and I admit that isn’t fair, she helps my gran a lot and to be honest I do loves Kath to pieces.
Today we found out that (gran) Kath has bowel cancer. She had a full body scan last week. Her doctor said there is a lymph node that looks suspect on Dec 10th she will have an operation, presumably to get rid of that node and any other areas that need to be dealt with. About a month after we think she will have chemo to stop any other areas from being affected.
Continue reading Fuck Cancer
Okay so picture the scene…. you’re going on holiday and you need a bathing suit of some kind cuz, sun and pools etc. Only problem is, you’re plus size and you’re kinda self conscious about your stomach even though generally you’re pretty body positive.
You think, “how hard can it be?”
Read on to find out……. Continue reading Bathing suit shopping is no longer fun
OK so if you’re a regular reader you know i have weird ass dreams last night was a damned doozy!
this is just what i can remember after the fact, i KNOW there’s a lot missing.
Continue reading Dreamstate
once more i will type this as i remember it. obviously there will be stuff i’ve missed because rarely do you ever remember everything from a dream. i’ve been meditating to remember more detail, however.
also…. i dream in colour….
Continue reading more weird ass dreams!